I am so ready to have this baby. Not because I am miserable & tired of being pregnant (I kind of love it) but I want to meet him so badly. I want to hold & kiss this little creature that’s been living inside me for so long. I’m so impatient.
Today was not fun. I worked & it hurt. My back aches & so does my belly. Apparently it’s contractions. Then I had to rush home & head to my doctors appointment. The boy couldn’t come with me like normal because he had work to do. On the way home our brand new car broke down. I walked a million blocks home in the cold. I’m hoping that that walk will help things progress more.
I’ve been here in this house all by myself all night. The dog is driving me nuts. We have tried everything with her. I’m not sure what else to do. One of the cats has been sleeping behind the television all day & she’s snoring so loud. My cheeks are rosy because of the wool sweater I’m wearing. I’ve been living in maxi dresses & old man sweaters lately. It’s all that’s comfortable & that fits. Last night we slept under mostly all of the blankets we have in this house. The covers were so heavy & warm. I love that I get to fall asleep talking with my favorite person every night. I’m not sure what I would do without him.