i’m sitting here at my desk, listening to andrew bird. the babe is next to me in his swing. i’ve had way too much coffee today. but that’s okay; it’s the new blonde coffee from starbucks & it’s delicious. the boy went back to work last week. it’s been strange not having him around all the time. but it’s so sweet when he is home. today i’ve been organizing our bedroom. finding the perfect little spot for everything & throwing so much away. i need a bad television intervention. it’s getting ridiculous. but i’m home all the time with nothing to really do other than stare at my baby & watch netflix & hulu. only four more weeks until i go back to work. i miss the shop but i really do love getting to spend this much time with the little man. 

soon i will write about his birth. how nothing went the way it was planned but that is perfectly okay. he’s perfect & amazing & all mine. i’m so happy that he is finally here & i can kiss him all the time. i love him more than all the stars & planets & moons.